Indoors

I don’t hate the way it obscures the view, how I open the blinds only to be blinded still, because I wake up high in a low-down cloud, shivering on the balcony, peering over the edge, I’ve less fear than usual, as if the sky had brought the ground to meet me, promising a soft landing all the while filling my lungs with crisp, wet air, as I breathe out soft little clouds of my own in the chill.

I don’t begrudge how it makes us hide our skin, bundled up beneath layers of cotton and down, because your gorgeous smile still peaks above the zipper, eyes unhidden and softly aglow, reminding me of what you harbor close and warm under your gaze.

I don’t long for the end of foggy winters, the washed comparison and cooler tones that clears my windows of dust, bugs, glare and streaks, leaving me to survey, whimsically, with tea in hand, curled up with my summer, indoors.